Am i Gay! or just going thru a phase?

Hi I'm 14 years old boy and i have been exposed to since the early age of 5 but i only started to masturbate around 11 years old and it was the best experience ,it started off with a low frequency but when i started having social issues and suffered from loneliness i have come to masturbate 5 times a day.But for the first two years of masturbating i was very horny and wanted to have all the time.But i never did and i was very attracted to women and had many s in cl.But Now at 14 years old i am not feeling by or attracted to a women anymore ,i still masturbation five times i day but it seems that i am not doing because i am , i am doing it to confirm my uality because from young i could tell if a man is handsome or not but never in a ually way.Please help and if you think i am gay ,i sorry because i am very religious and i will never believe that i have to be because it will make me happy never that is like saying child molesters aren't wrong to have feelings for children because that will make them happy but the difference between them an a ual is that child molesters are ridiculed by the law and are ridiculed by the law of god ,you which one is more important.