I Think I Don't Love My Baby?

You probably are still experiencing post pregnancy depression symptoms. Remember, your hormones are still in baby mode and this will p someday. I suggest you read about post pregnancy depression to validate your feelings with what others have experienced.....like Brook Sheilds. This kind of depression can be mild or to extreme. Fearing the unknown or the future is normal. I also suggest you try to forgive yourself for almost getting an abortion. You are only human and some things just don't need to confessed to a spouse if it will cause hurt or concern. Also, being a new mom is uncharted territory for you and I think your own mom can help you through this time very well.